Sometimes we miss those special ones, & other times we miss keeping the special ones… A morning thought that made me realize that, in both cases, they are no longer around!
#MOI Hold on to those special ones! Check the books, they lost loved ones while alive, under different circumstances; and check your life… Are they all still there!
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“It’s not the house, it’s the home!
Since I can remember, I wanted a family with thirteen children. I never understood why. I always saw a garden with everyone around, I always dreamt of a crowd, giggles, and noise. I never saw the house. It has always been the people.
Days passed, years flew, and I ended up with two daughters. At this stage, my dream started getting more visible, walls with the growing timeline of the girls, walls they painted in the garden and inside the house, I could smell the baking of every Sunday when I close my eyes and remember waking up early for them to have the freshly baked croissant before going to school; I recall school days, moving houses, leaving memories behind; I recall colors of the walls, the smell of their hair while brushing it after a shower; I still see the excitement on their faces when every house was an upgrade to the prior one, while in my heart I could not collect all the pieces left behind…
I remember every moment, cherish every phase left behind while wishing the next one would be the last, for better or for worse, as in the vow, but was as crooked as the days and path; I remember, because it hurts, I failed to make this dream happen…
But, lately, I have been doing lots of thinking, while granted enough time during the lockdown to review a few points and revive phases that were dormant.
I did not fail, my life was simply different, it started differently, it went on differently, my dream was different than other children’s dreams, I was different.
& only when you think that it is the house that matters with its walls and garden, you start realizing that it is home that will connect you under different roofs.”
#MOI lost between houses but I always had a home. I invite you to read WHERE IS MY ANGEL? and hope you find your own home!
Author of
*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“A Saturday like no other… Well, a time of my life like no other, I woke up to an empty house! Exactly last Saturday, I realised the change. I don’t remember whether I shared with you in the past bits and pieces about my personal life, other than in my book WHERE IS MY ANGEL?, but let me brief you, I am a DW, no, not a car, but a Divorced Women, as my status. I don’t know why, I prefer to use single, I guess, there is something in the back of my mind poking me “Failed to Succeed my marriage”, and therefore I prefer to use the single and avoid to use divorced. Please, before you raise the red flag and judge me, I wrote my opinion about this specific point in my book, and since we are not discussing this issue now, all I will say, I prefer divorce a mill times on an unhealthy relationship. What bothers me I guess, and that is the reason why I capitalised only the F and S, and not the word marriage, I believe my marriage ended in a major failure and I hate not to succeed. Anyways, I am a DW and I have 2 beautiful daughters that are today almost 27+ and 25+. My eldest, Vanessa, is currently a doctor in her almost last year of specialisation. Vanessa was born independent, I always treated her with the “handle with care” way in terms of her opinion and decisions, because she has always been a person of her own, and preferred the I in the team, you know what I mean, at this stage she lives alone and has her own life. As for the youngest, Tiffany, a very sweet creature, an artist, the into fashion, luxury, and adventures.
As we are talking now, Tiffany just embarked on a new adventure like a week ago. Not the first time, Actually few years back she left for her Master’s degree in Europe, my life was a mess, then she came back, we stayed together for a couple of years, and now here we go again… but why this time is different? Well, since Monday, I have been waking up at night, and for a split of a second denying her absence, or in the morning with the intention to check on her as sleeping before I go to work. I guess, deep in my heart, I know this it it! I always wanted her to have this life, going corporate, and growing in business. I always wanted her to realise her true strength, and take charge of her life, I always feared, for both, life wouldn’t be perfect in terms of personal partnership as it had for me, therefore, I wanted them to be professionally/financially independent so they do not have to expect financial stability coming from others, I always wanted both to be strong on the market, and lean in the relation, as in the master in the business, and the soft part in the relation. Well, I guess, I got what I always wanted, and it is time for the ostrich to get its head out of the sand; it is time I stop being emotionally dependent on my daughter/s and move on with my own interest in life. I know, at one point in life, cutting the cord might seem difficult, but in reality, it is time to give both my daughters my blessings to enjoy their life, as for me, a new journey, I do realise change is difficult, but it is time…” #MOI Cheers to courage, to faith, dear daughter, I know you will success!
Author of Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change… Both available: Amazon: amazon.com link to both books Through the publishers: Novum Publishing: Where is My Angel? http://www.novum-publishing.co.uk/…/…/where-is-my-angel.html
“I waited by the door under the rain after ringing many times, and instead of someone opening, the past came by to remind me of their absence…
Sometimes people leave our life, they just disappear, we wonder why, we miss their presence, we call them when in distress, we speak to them, we wait, wait, and then one day we realize that an action must be taken!
Well, sometimes people leave by choice, other times they leave by force, sometimes they leave because we don’t ask them why, and other times they leave because we don’t ask them to stay…
Separation is tough, on both, especially you cannot know the truth behind it at that moment…
Fight for those you love…
Fight for those worth your presence in their life…
Fight, and get your answers, and don’t let time answer you!”
#MOI the Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“Born to be mature, that was her story. It started at birth with the loss of her mother. A newborn baby girl asked her first question, where is my angel?
The baby started growing facing different struggles with every phase. The difficulties were not limited to her needs, only, but expanded to questions about her surroundings. With time, she learned to stand alone. She learned about the importance of a smile, she learned about the steps towards happiness, she learned about true friendship, she learned about inner-peace, she learned about what makes a family, and additionally, she learned to differentiate between fate and destiny. Fate came with her birth, but she knew that destiny was in her own hands.
The first years of life are the pillars on which humans build their upcoming unknown future. They represent the most important years of life. It truly did; this baby girl grasped survival skills during childhood, maturity during adolescence, and spent the upcoming years mastering the game of others.
Was she able to meet her goals? Well, she never settled for less than success, and every step of her life was a proud step. She never had time to plan, as she believed that time spent on planning is taken away from the actual time needed for development.
As for faith, she always believed in God, yet, she sat waiting for God to answer the many questions she had, why she lost her mother, sister, who were the ghosts, and many others… while she felt blessed all along.
On a family level, despite the broken hearts she tried to mend, family was and still is a main part of her life, but she discovered after a while that not all families are alike, sometimes odd is nicer than the norm.
She believed that children are the essence of life, therefore, her two daughters were the fuel of her life. They kept her going, encouraged her to survive, and made of her the woman, and mother she is. They were her focus, and they gave her energy day in and day out.
She believed in equality, and probably, that is what pushed her to shine. She believed that women are smart to steer the toughest situations, and consequently, never accepted to sit in the back seat. She believed in the power of passion, and through passion, she was driven. She believed in the power of the universe, and through positivity, she closed her eyes and brought the universe down to her. & last, if she did it, you can, and you will.
The world is a beautiful place, because she saw it this way, and made it a world of her own. Money could never buy happiness, but happiness could be bought with a penny.
Dear reader, I never found my angel, because my angel was never lost. I just realized with time, that those who love us truly, never leave us. Stay strong, walk tall, smile and believe in yourself, as I believe in you.”
#MOI The day after… expose about my book, WHERE IS MY ANGEL?
Author of Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about life’s sequence of events and perception versus reality
Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“Sometimes you feel you want someone to hold your hand and guide you towards a peaceful destination… but not just anyone!”
#MOI we all deserve the right hand!
“In your face!” she said…
Yes and finally she reached that phase! but did you ever wonder how long it took her to say it, or what she went through throughout the phase before IN YOUR FACE?
#MOI the author of
Where is My Angel?
By Badiaa Hiresh
Once upon a time, a child was born. Between the different events, that child learned that the end in sight is more important than the beginning. My story is not unique, maybe the sequence happening to one person is. I am every woman, every story behind closed doors, every marriage, and every company.This is the story of a woman born in Lebanon with an international view on life. After losing her mother at birth, being exiled to the States and experiencing family leaving her life, Badiaa developed an inner strength that has allowed her to cope with events that would have broken someone less strong. Take Badiaa’s journey with her and discover truths about yourself and inspiration to take through your own life.
Meet the Author
Badiaa Hiresh was born in Lebanon in 1964 where she eventually lived and worked, raising two daughters. Badiaa also spent time in the USA which gives her a unique international perspective on her home country. After working as an accountant and manager for the family jewelry business, Badiaa found herself in the field of education, helping to start a school. As well as writing, Badiaa is an advocate for peace, spending many years as a Peace Coordinator.
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again
Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“Instead of #focusing on what is not meant to be, try enjoying what did not #happen… This might be what is #meant_to_be!”
#MOI when you look at #life from one angle, you will miss the other #sides of #life
Author of
Where is My #Angel? Book by #MOI read about the day I packed my bag but things were still on the shelves!
