Deep down, I was looking for an adventure that made me feel loved and wanted; I was aching to be seen, noticed, and heard… I was invisible to those I belonged… I was neglected, and I was demeaned… I was belittled, and I was made fun of… So I created another life; I lived a parallel life… & now… I do not have any. Where am I? I do not belong there, and when I look around, I do not find a parallel life! Was I dreaming, not alive; is there still time to make another life?
I think it is time to start walking, dreaming, and living the life I want for myself!
#MOI As long as I can dream, and my soul is aching to live, I should live and dream!
Sometimes it’s the words that matter, and other times it’s the voice that matters; bottom line, between the words and the voice, keep the action going and make your life a story worth telling, at least to you! #MOI Do not let a moment go in vain and lessons crash unlearned!
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Author of *Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
For a special man on his special day… What is your age?!
As children, we play, we laugh, we run around and loud… As teenagers, we start thinking and planning, we dream… Before we know it, we are young adults, and feel responsible… Before we know it, life strikes us with responsibilities, some we adopt and others we embrace… & then, like the days of the week, life repeats itself, but the dates become different… Like a book we read again, situations are identical, but our views, perceptions and reactions become different… & That is life… day, week, year, decade after decade, it scrolls but… Is age measured but the number of days lived so far, or…
We live in a rush, we rush to succeed, we succeed to provide, we provide to ensure continuity, we ensure continuity because we want our loved ones to live happy, happily, and happier but… What is your age…
Your age… it is the number of memories you lived, it is the number of smiles you lived, it is the number of happy thoughts you had, it is the number of hurdles you survived, it is the number of advices you gave, it is the number of tears you wiped for others, it is the number of hands you held for people to stand again, it is the number of steps you walked people through, It is the number of… blessings and faithful moments you had… So what is your age? Count your blessings… So what is your age? For some people, they don’t have time to count… it’s the blessings of others around them to count it for them!
God bless you, and blessed us with someone like YOU!
Lots of love #MOI Badiaa Happy Birthday to You A special note, for a special person, on his special day!
Author of *Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
Good morning friends, Good morning lockdown-ers, & who said we would reach this phase in the twenty-first century!
Literally, virtual communication, and literally, a chance to reconnect with those strangers in our house, and reconnect with our loved ones!
Today is the day to rebuild the bridge of verbal, face-to-face communication… Today is the day to re-transfer the hotel created by the tenants living in our house into a home… Today is the day to snap out of this situation and transform it into an opportunity… Today is the day we start physical activity, not Monday… Today is the day we sit and chat with our partner, and not send them a note… Today is the day to plan, meditate, assess, and dream… Today is the day we offer our time, the time routine of life stood in the way of executing… Today we show our care, instead of assuming we grant it… Today we sit, have coffee, and hold hands… Today we literally have seven Sundays a week, what we all call for, an extension to the weekend… Use it wisely, Use it lively, Use it lovingly!”
#MOI because when you know Almighty stands by you, you know you are not alone! Faith for better days, Stay safe everyone!
Author of *Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“A Saturday like no other… Well, a time of my life like no other, I woke up to an empty house! Exactly last Saturday, I realised the change. I don’t remember whether I shared with you in the past bits and pieces about my personal life, other than in my book WHERE IS MY ANGEL?, but let me brief you, I am a DW, no, not a car, but a Divorced Women, as my status. I don’t know why, I prefer to use single, I guess, there is something in the back of my mind poking me “Failed to Succeed my marriage”, and therefore I prefer to use the single and avoid to use divorced. Please, before you raise the red flag and judge me, I wrote my opinion about this specific point in my book, and since we are not discussing this issue now, all I will say, I prefer divorce a mill times on an unhealthy relationship. What bothers me I guess, and that is the reason why I capitalised only the F and S, and not the word marriage, I believe my marriage ended in a major failure and I hate not to succeed. Anyways, I am a DW and I have 2 beautiful daughters that are today almost 27+ and 25+. My eldest, Vanessa, is currently a doctor in her almost last year of specialisation. Vanessa was born independent, I always treated her with the “handle with care” way in terms of her opinion and decisions, because she has always been a person of her own, and preferred the I in the team, you know what I mean, at this stage she lives alone and has her own life. As for the youngest, Tiffany, a very sweet creature, an artist, the into fashion, luxury, and adventures.
As we are talking now, Tiffany just embarked on a new adventure like a week ago. Not the first time, Actually few years back she left for her Master’s degree in Europe, my life was a mess, then she came back, we stayed together for a couple of years, and now here we go again… but why this time is different? Well, since Monday, I have been waking up at night, and for a split of a second denying her absence, or in the morning with the intention to check on her as sleeping before I go to work. I guess, deep in my heart, I know this it it! I always wanted her to have this life, going corporate, and growing in business. I always wanted her to realise her true strength, and take charge of her life, I always feared, for both, life wouldn’t be perfect in terms of personal partnership as it had for me, therefore, I wanted them to be professionally/financially independent so they do not have to expect financial stability coming from others, I always wanted both to be strong on the market, and lean in the relation, as in the master in the business, and the soft part in the relation. Well, I guess, I got what I always wanted, and it is time for the ostrich to get its head out of the sand; it is time I stop being emotionally dependent on my daughter/s and move on with my own interest in life. I know, at one point in life, cutting the cord might seem difficult, but in reality, it is time to give both my daughters my blessings to enjoy their life, as for me, a new journey, I do realise change is difficult, but it is time…” #MOI Cheers to courage, to faith, dear daughter, I know you will success!
Author of Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change… Both available: Amazon: amazon.com link to both books Through the publishers: Novum Publishing: Where is My Angel? http://www.novum-publishing.co.uk/…/…/where-is-my-angel.html
