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When I lose…

18 Sunday Oct 2020

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“When I lose control, or I lose creativity…
Occasionally, yes it happens.
I was born ready, active, in action, in charge, & behind. What does behind means? Well, you will figure it out throughout!
Childhood, is a very important phase, where children need time to grow, develop, and play… they need to take time to shower, dress, eat, play, stare at the void, speak to their imaginary friend, and…
Adolescence… I don’t remember, I can state the characteristics if you want, but to be honest, it’s a forgotten phase!
Young adults… I believe I blocked that phase!
Married, being a mom was the favorite time of my life. I think I wanted to live the time I never had, as I lost my mother when she was having me at birth time, therefore, I ached to being a mom and making the best memorable moments for both myself and my daughters!
Throughout, I wanted to succeed, I wanted to make them happy, and be happy!
I barely remember a full night sleep, I barely remember sitting and enjoying my time without planning the day after, or making plans, I barely remember dreaming because I was always on short term list DOING!
But what happened to me? I feel I lost control, I feel I lost my creativity, I feel I live in the phase after ground zero when all you hear is the echoes of a life that is pending…

I guess I need a break, I need serenity, I need internal reassurance that the future is a new phase, requiring my new me to dare and snap out, requiring a step towards the a new day.
Am I ready? Well, yes, full heartedly!
Am I starting today? Well, I believe the day is coming soon, but today I will be having a TV & Pizza day!”

#MOI Trusting self has never been a problem to me, but trusting others…

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*Where is My Angel?
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*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

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The day after… the story no one told!

13 Saturday Jun 2020

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The day after… the story no one told!
the day came, I always wondered, how it would be!
My parents, and those their age and generation, always told the story of immigration.

They told the story of how they moved, they left everything behind, they carried the key around their neck, and left…
They never packed, they did not have time to do it, they waited for the last ship to take off and they were on it…
They did not know about tomorrow, they never decided on the country of tomorrowland, they simply walked towards tomorrow…
They were in charge of self, and other family members, they feared the outcome, but they never had time for setbacks…
They cried the past with dried tears, were pleased with a safeland, but never forgot their homeland…
The key to the house is still around their neck, now others occupied the house they left behind, others made and have their own key, while that key…
That key is still around their neck, it became the key to the future, it was a lesson that one can only carry memories, the only thing no one takes away from us, good or bad, they become the stepping stones to tomorrow, the stepping stones to this day!

The day after… the story no one told.
They had no time to sit and tell it, & now, it is too late!”
#MOI wondering about history repeating itself…

Author of
*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life

*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

Both available on this Amazon link: Badiaa Hiresh amazon.com link to both books
Through the publishers:
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!

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