“Because of his ego, he didn’t reach back to her wounded heart… & because of her wounded heart, she refused to look up and admit that his heart is bigger than his ego!
The fallout of love in relationships. Built to last, but broken by ego and fear…
Afraid to be left at the altar goes beyond the wedding day! & yes, it does apply to both men and women. The end of love is a good company, someone to hold your hand, and laugh with you as memories flashes by… But pain is deep, scars are are always visible to the bearer, and fear of being alone is always there clicking tick tock…
#MOI the rollercoaster of life!
Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“My birthday resolution… There comes a time in life when you start classifying, who, when, & what.
Exactly my case, I became choosy, yet I go with the flow, but, as well, very quick in the 180 degree flip! Is it normal? Well, I reached a phase where the decision is made, I come first!
The I come first is not selfish, rather it means I should love myself, especially when those I am taking the action toward, I come 2nd to them.
Anyway, loving self should always be a guilt-free priority. At one point, we all end up sleeping alone!”
#MOI & the journey of an additional year on the calendar of my life
Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“So, this is the feeling… when we are afraid of love! When I was a little child, I used to dream about love, I used to dream about fairytales, about a crowd in my house, about cooking and baking, I guess about the interaction of a family.
Now, I limit my interaction and my dream to a simple reality… Fear of Love! Love is based on trust, on passion, on the way we treat each other, the way we stand and support each other; love is based on keeping each other lively maintained… Love is simple, and love is a lot….
At what phase did I start losing faith in love… well, I don’t know! All I know, the bridge to love is not connected!” #MOI Let’s save the bridge, let’s save love, this is the season!
“I do, I said, and back then, I meant it! Isn’t sad, when everything starts falling apart… Isn’t sad, when everything starting fading away… Isn’t sad, when people change…
I know, I did. But, no there id no but…
CHAPTER 7 WHERE IS MY ANGEL?
Many of us after the marriage, forget the little tiny detail called, “What I liked about you“!… I slept near my spouse and woke up near a monster.
& Trust me, I tell you, this applies to both! Marriage, has a deep, big secret. It is called commitment. We all tend to sink in its duties, and forget our duties toward each other… & here, I say again, it is sad, I called them duties, I prefer to call them priorities, but what is whatever faded away, was the way we see each other, and the reason why we loved each other?
Between Love and Passion… I insist on passion, on keeping that flame lit! & I vote for love, because in love there are no rules on why I hold on to our dream, other than the will to build an us!”
#MOI When in Love & Passion, hold on to both!
Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“Personal statements are read in different ways, they truly reflect the perception of others, and as well, they could easily show the denial people live, with their feelings towards you.
The statement on the below picture, made some see me as a strong woman, and offended others, the ones that felt their support was not appreciated.
To be honest, I never felt your support, so how are you expecting me to lean on you!”
#MOI happy Monday everyone, Who is your biggest support?
Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
“It was on a day like this one that I decided to reshuffle my cards with a predetermined card in mind, I knew a day would come & I would soar into my journey.
I always believed that we are entitled to chances in life, as well I knew that taking advantage of these chances should be of high priority.
I recall walking, I recall the endless tunnel, I always felt someone holding my hand in the darkness, as well I recall the fear, the escalation heartbeat… I feel them now, as I am talking to you.
If you ask me how I did it, I was determined to reach the light and end darkness…
I you ask me again, I tell you, I let go of the past that was holding me back…
Did I forget? Oh, God, no… Did I forgive? On a personal level, I will not hold grudges, but I will let HIS HOLY MIGHTY handle their actions… I might forgive when pain does not pop up to surface on every identical situation…
But, here is what I did. I decided to hold my tears back, carry my heart, embrace my fear, and promise myself, that, I, shall, never, ever, feel, this way again!
I don’t want to lie to you, I crashed a few times, a peak to chapter 6 from my biography Where is My Angel? will explain my point better. “With a smile I used to start my busy days, forcing myself to move on, and reminding myself that I am a self-healer. I kept on sinking. Soon after, I found a message, showing me the path of forgetfulness. The message came in a bottle, I used to start reading it at the end of the day, but sadly never view its bottom. The person who was conquering the new journey with fierceness started falling apart and behind and that person was me. My outside was glowing and shining, while my inside was deteriorating and torn into pieces across the continents…”
Yes, I crashed, no shame in that. It simply means one thing, I am a human after all, I am not a super hero, no am I a saint to forgive.
Pain, will hold us back, yes, I can tell you move forward, but no one has the upper hand to tell us, forget, and forgive.
Moving forward should be a personal goal, to prove to ourselves that we can and that we will… As for them, they will realize losses with time!”
#MOI Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
The first time we met was coincidental. We met in a night club, and the funny thing, I tell everyone we met at Sunday service, simply because of our culture, the culture that will define and impose on us actions and makes our future.
Is it sad? In some cases. I do believe in culture and traditions, but as well I believe in embarking on journeys that do not fit the criteria we were born to.
Lately, I have been living a pensive mood. I have been trying to contemplate on how one incident defines the journey of a person and how one day breaks a castle, but then again, a while after, could be days, months, or years, we discover that this specific castle was not meant to be…
Recalling our love, was it meant to be or not, no regret. The outcome was not desirable but its fruits were worth it.
Life is not a package that comes with a timeline and a guideline. I strongly believe in destiny, in the decision we make the day we stand at a crossroads…
What if, is an interesting thought, but truly who knows?
I never ask, what if, about my journey, the only, what if, I ask about is the beginning… what if my mother had not exchanged places with me at birth? What if she had lived? What if we both had lived…
The “what if” is simply a thought that we would never have answers to… & that was Alexandra, and her story in my last published book LIFE’S DETOURS, ALEXANDRA’S CHOICES.
What if her parents had accepted her life choices, and dreams…
Anyway, there would still be a story, but probably a different one!”
#MOI Fate comes with birth, Destiny is in our own hands…
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