“It was on a day like this one that I decided to reshuffle my cards with a predetermined card in mind, I knew a day would come & I would soar into my journey.
I always believed that we are entitled to chances in life, as well I knew that taking advantage of these chances should be of high priority.
I recall walking, I recall the endless tunnel, I always felt someone holding my hand in the darkness, as well I recall the fear, the escalation heartbeat… I feel them now, as I am talking to you.
If you ask me how I did it, I was determined to reach the light and end darkness…
I you ask me again, I tell you, I let go of the past that was holding me back…
Did I forget? Oh, God, no… Did I forgive? On a personal level, I will not hold grudges, but I will let HIS HOLY MIGHTY handle their actions… I might forgive when pain does not pop up to surface on every identical situation…
But, here is what I did. I decided to hold my tears back, carry my heart, embrace my fear, and promise myself, that, I, shall, never, ever, feel, this way again!
I don’t want to lie to you, I crashed a few times, a peak to chapter 6 from my biography Where is My Angel? will explain my point better.
“With a smile I used to start my busy days, forcing myself to move on, and reminding myself that I am a self-healer. I kept on sinking. Soon after, I found a message, showing me the path of forgetfulness. The message came in a bottle, I used to start reading it at the end of the day, but sadly never view its bottom. The person who was conquering the new journey with fierceness started falling apart and behind and that person was me. My outside was glowing and shining, while my inside was deteriorating and torn into pieces across the continents…”
Yes, I crashed, no shame in that. It simply means one thing, I am a human after all, I am not a super hero, no am I a saint to forgive.
Pain, will hold us back, yes, I can tell you move forward, but no one has the upper hand to tell us, forget, and forgive.
Moving forward should be a personal goal, to prove to ourselves that we can and that we will… As for them, they will realize losses with time!”
#MOI Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Can broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
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Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!