“Why am I showing extreme and intense emotions? what is happening to me?
Exactly the phase I went through once. I have always been able to control and deal with difficult situation, until the day I was deeply deceived by a specific person, and simply because, I was counting on this person emotionally.
Life strikes, it stikes with beauty, with opprtunities, and with emotional events. Sadly, when we take beauty for granted, and we see opportunities as if owed by the universe, this end up as a financial disaster, survivable with time; but when emotional events strike, and especially those that define specific situations, we end up weak, vulnerable, lonely among a crowd, afraid, and sinking.
About extreme emotions…
Can one actually show hatred if they have love in their heart?
Can one actually show hatred when they lose love?
Or, love was mixed up with duties and/or they were never loved?!”
As a result, I have difficulty trusting others (men) and often feel suspicious or paranoid about other people’s motives.
I am in control of my emotions, I show trust, but deep down, I runaway…
Am I running away from men? Love? the furture of relationships?
Do I feel I don’t deserve that love, although I have a lot to offer?
Well, out of experience I share with you the following. If you ever feel that you are judged and your emotional stability is at stake, if you feel that people look at you and say:
“You’re overreacting” “You’re too sensitive” “Stop being so dramatic”
Although what matters is the way you feel, remember that it important how you are perceived by others, and this should mean one thing, propably you are not in control of your emotions.
Remember you are not alone, talk to a friend, and better see a specialist!”
#MOI the author that is sharing her experience, I am just wondering about the day I shall trust again!
Host of online Livestream & Author of
*Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Book by #MOI, Could broken hearts be mended?
*Where is My Angel?
Book by #MOI and Read about the role of Faith in my life
*Mommy, I am a PACER!
Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…
All are available on this Amazon link: Click to purchase or view the books
Through the publishers:
Archway Publishing from Simon and Schuster: Life’s Detours – Alexandra’s Choices
Novum Publishing link: Where is My Angel?
Dorrance Publishers link: Mommy I Am a PACER!