“Blind date #1…
I was anxious and kind of careless!
Anxious about the mysterious part of the person, and careless in the sense of not putting much effort into getting ready!
Why is the question, why careless?
Probably, I am not ready to embark on a new journey…
Probably, in my unconscious, I don’t want a man in my life…
Probably, my expectations are specific and I want to be on the safe side of not overdoing it…
Probably, I was determined to skip the next time & do the usual runaway…
Probably, I was afraid of failing my next…
Probably, I….
Too many probabilities for one reality… The minute I saw him, I told myself, next!
He is not the one!
Although, to be fair, deep down, I know, I was pre-determined to blow it, but, as well, it turned out
he was not the right candidate. So, as usual, I did the trick, the step I usually do when I am sure it is over, and
I ended it…
Clapping for me, I did not block him as we were sitting, but I think, it is coming soon!”
#MOI Next or none, is the question I ask myself, wondering about the damage caused that made me the monster I am
when it comes to relationships… I will keep you posted!
